%0 Journal Article %T “Everything is Repeated on a Single Blade of Knife.” About the Experience of Loss in Tadeusz Nowak’s Przebudzenia [Awakenings] %A Siwor, Dorota %J Konteksty Kultury %V 2016 %R 10.4467/23531991KK.16.019.6758 %N Volume 13, Issue 4 %P 346-359 %K Tadeusz Nowak, Przebudzenia, loss, metaphor of a circle, longing %@ 2083-7658 %D 2017 %U https://ejournals.eu/en/journal/konteksty-kultury/article/wszystko-jest-powtorzone-na-jednym-ostrzu-noza-o-doswiadczeniu-utraty-w-przebudzeniach-tadeusza-nowaka %X The article is devoted to the prose debut of Tadeusz Nowak; however, the volume Przebudzenia [Awakenings] is interpreted in the context of his later writings. The suggestions concerning the interpretation of the title word point at some notions crucial for understanding Nowak’s prose writing: the feeling of yearning for what has been lost and suffering incurred by the awareness of lack. The shape of a circle plays a significant role in these deliberations, since repetition seems to be the antidote for fading away and dying. Writing – here also understood as a form of repetition – becomes a necessary and continually undertaken attempt to heal the wound caused by the experience of loss.